July 6, 2010
Cant get ahead
No matter what I do these days i can’t seem to keep up with my every day bills. I was unable to come up with enough money to keep my power from being turned off. I was late getting my even level pay into the power company so natural the wanted all of the money I owed. I should have been paying more then what I was. They estimated too low for what i would be using. I did pay a bit more then my bill asked off and on.
Now I’m with out power and have been since the 1st. I’m hopping to have it back on by the end of the week. No promises though. The cost of living just keeps going up and the pay scale keeps going down. I don’t know how any one is making it these days.
Since the kids want work harder at finding jobs. It looks like i need to find a part time job. I should not have to support them. I am not sure why i keep doing it. Yes i do know Its Lauren my niece. I just hope that speeding time with me will help her grow up and give her the family love she feels she has never really had. I just hope and pray some good comes for all this. Lauren is so young and still has a chance at a good life. I can only hope her husband learns and grows with her. For being 30 he is just a 20 something kid him self.
